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part of night is spent thinking. negative thoughts flow easier than positive. negative abt me? no, never ever faced self doubt. the belief that it can be done does not exist. the desire to do it isn't. negative waves of emotional suicide. killing oneself has never been planned. but does the desire to cease be limited to physical, does the desire to end the spiritual/emotional life have the same value? not to be there anymore without the help of others; no longer here.
what helps make security check easier to go through? pair of black thong flips...Still rocking 'em?